November Rain
It’s raining outside. It’s not the regular monsoon anymore, it’s the November rain. No, not the Guns N’ Roses one, which we once listened to on repeat mode. But today, it kind of makes me feel like I need someone, just like everybody needs someone. Actually, I only need you. I have had enough alone time, I had asked for from you, for myself. I have come to realize that I am incomplete without your presence in my life. I need your guidance, when I am lost, just like I am right now. I am trying hard to deal with the situations life has put me in. I close my eyes and think of what solution would you provide me with for the situations life throws at me, one after another, I try to implement it as well. But you know what? I fail miserably. At times, I fail so bad, that it hurts. I feel like crying, but my tears have dried out. I feel numb. Now that we are not together, I feel, I had made myself too dependent on you in the last few years of our togetherness that my alone time haunts me eve